As we both have proposed each other, our friendship turned
into love. First few days, after I proposed there were no change in our love
life. We both were leading the same life we led as we were friends. I didn’t
find any change. She started to look deep into my eyes when we talk, when I
smile, when I cracked a joke, when we were silent and I was uncomfortable with
that. I don’t understand what she sees in my eyes for so long time.
The next day, we went to college as usual and took our
seats. When the class were on, she adjusted herself and came little closer to
me and I started watching her keenly from the one corner of my eyes. Her hand movements
were sluggish with tremble, trying to take something but it looked like a thief
robbing something. Suddenly my brain said “She didn’t get your mobile yet hope
she is trying to take”. So I took my mob from my side and kept it beneath the
desk where we keep our books. Her hands didn’t reach to mobile after I kept.
She is trying something and I decided to watch it calmly. Her legs were
stumbling though she was sitting. She took her hand, moved it slowly, took a
glimpse around the class and reached my hand. A shiver ran through my spine as
soon as she touched my hand. She has pinched, slapped, knocked my head before but
she never held my hand. I didn’t give a grip till now. I turned myself, looked
her and starred raising one eye brow. Her eyes were small than usual with a
little fear in it and it raised after I raised my eyebrow. My lips curved as
soon as I saw her, that reduced her fear and I gripped her hand. It is a good
feeling to hold your loved ones hand, it assures you something on every
situation.
During break I asked her “why did you struggle too much to hold
my hands?”
What you watched it? How? Why didn’t you held it on my first
attempt itself? You didn’t like to hold my hands right? And your stare gave me
guilt idiot” she questioned.
“I started watching you as soon as you adjusted yourself and
admired all your nuance movements” I chuckled.
I was feeling egregious that you behave defiance to me and
shard my heart.
I just admired how you struggle and triumphant in my work.
Why are you doing it like a venture? Be casual with me, I will not mind I said
and returned back to our class. Our class was boring and I was least interested
in listening to it. I had sara’s right hand in my left hand and watching it
closely. The hand was pink in colour reflecting her blood level in her body. I
held her hand in my left hand and made straight lines in her palm with my index
finger. In ticklish she made crumble movements and I liked the new
entertainment. As we were in the last bench we were not noticed by other
classmates but many assumed our friendship as love from the first. So they won’t
mind us if they see us holding hands. She cleared her throat and croaked “shall
we go for a movie now?”
Movie is not a bad idea but we don’t have a show now rather
we can go to our house and watch some movie if you are comfortable with it. “OK”
she said and we left college after lunch. At home we have a mini theater to
watch movies. A big screen with digital surround speaker system in front of a
couch and a table.
Mom said she is leaving out for shopping. We bid her bye,
baked a bucket of popcorn and went to the theater room. She held out the DVD’s
pouch and surfing which movie to play. She held out a movie named “Ring”. I
have not watched the movie and she said has not too. So we played the movie and
sat on couch.
This time little closer that our triceps touched. It was a ghost
movie and she was frightened from the first scene. I held her in my arms, she
lay on my shoulder and in few minutes she huddled me.
Most of the scenes were frightening and each scene made us
tighter. We watched the movie hugging each other. I kissed her forehead after
movie ended and she was dazed after the kiss. I have the sequel of the movie
shall we watch? I winked.
Enough for today. Later. She said.
One and half hour hug was awesome that I wanting more and
more, said stressing more longer.
“I also need it but it’s time for your mom to return and we
can enjoy another day” she made a cute wink.
She left home and we started talking on phone. When I am
around her I forget myself and the time goes jiffy. After she left home an hour
was like a day. As she had guests at home she hung the phone and to kill time I
went online. Rika’s profile opened as it was my home page and she looked
stunning. I glanced her entire profile once and I was shocked seeing a tab “Add
friend”. Darn she removed me from her friend list. I sent her a friend request
again and for the first time I built courage and sent a scrap stating “hi rika
unknowingly I removed you from my friend list, have sent you one.” Thought it
would be pleasing. I couldn’t see her picture in her profile due to her privacy
settings.
My brain started thinking why did she remove me from her
friend list? In the updates there was an application named “check who visits
your profile?” and many had used it. I tried and it showed top three users who
visits our profile and sara topped it. Damn is it real or hoax? Did rika also
try it? Only because of this she removed me from her friend list?
Zillion questions arose similar to those questions and I
stalked her profile as before and forgot totally about sara until she called
me. I excused myself from her saying that I have head ache so I’m going to
sleep and hung the phone.
I lay on bed thinking the reason of the removal and slept
thinking about rika.
P.S. Being with your
lover is elegant but playing with your lover is impeccable.