I wish we would be FRIENDS again

When I get up in the morning Rika was going through my mind. My face was frowned and I look into everything keen, as if I am in a serious thinking. I didn’t wish Sara a good morning even and didn’t attend her calls. I need to know the reason why Rika took me from her friend list. I decided to avail leave today to college as I have planned something to do. I called Sara.

“Hey my head ache is bad and I’m not coming to college today.” I lied.

“Still you have head ache from last night? Did you sleep last nit and did u take any medicine?” she asked.

“No I did not take medicine yet and will have one now. This head ache didn’t allow me to sleep and I’m very tired call you later. Love you Sara.”

“Love you, take care.” She hung the phone.

I didn’t understand why I have such feelings on both? Do I love both? Or is it something like infatuation? Whom do I need in life? Either Sara or Rika? As far as now, both are important to me. I took my chair and kept it under the ceiling fan, sat, closed my eyes resting the nape above the chair and thinking about Sara and Rika. In a few minutes I felt asleep. Phew! A not-so-tight-slap on my left cheek made my face to turn right. My body flushed hot, I arose in anger and found it was Sara. Why the hell did you slap me? I yell at her.

Don’t I have a right to slap at you? She shouted.

I have a bad head ache and I don’t want to tiff or quell with you. Will you please allow me to rest? I said calmly.

I don’t want to go to college without you and I’m going to stay right here and take care of you.

No I don’t want anyone to be near and attend college now. Please stop these filmy dialogues, it’s disgusting.

You are sick and you talk sick. She said and slammed the door.

Then there was Rika. Hope I don’t love her, of course, but I was certainly infatuated with her. Men get infatuated with girls, I argued to myself, in spite of being genuinely in love with their lovers. It happens every day of the week; it has always happened, and it will always happen. You pass through this life but once, I said to myself, and you would be a mug to miss such an opportunity. I want to love Rika but I don’t know she is interested or not. She took me out from her friend list now, so I don’t know I can still talk to her or not. If she is interested I will surely love. Of course it isn’t strictly playing the game with Sara, but men are doing that kind of thing every day, so why shouldn’t I? What the eye doesn’t see, the heart doesn’t grieve about. So long as Sara doesn’t find out, and I’ll take damned good care she doesn’t find out. I really believed what I was telling myself. So long as Sara didn’t find out, all would be well. Go ahead, I thought don’t take any chances, but don’t miss this opportunity. In my present mood, it now seemed ridiculous not to have told her about Rika at first itself, and it would be absurd to say about Rika later, when I get into a point of selecting one. I didn’t want to hurt Sara by saying it now but I should say it later without hurting her. The only good thing I have done is that I have already told her that I can’t promise her for a long term relationship.

I slept and got up at 2pm. Refreshed myself, ate lunch and sat in my pc. I surfed the net until it is 3. Then I got ready to chat with Rika as this is her usual timing. I hope she comes today. A few minutes later, I received a scrap from Rika.

It said ”Rika: sorry I don’t think I know you and your face doesn’t seem to be familiar. I wonder how I accepted you. I don’t wish to talk to any stranger in orkut and I’m going to deactivate this account now. It is just annoying me.”

Oh my goodness she has replied me. She never replied any strangers but she has replied me now. So this is something positive. I typed a reply “I know you don’t know me and I don’t know you either. But we have met a couple of times in Leo club. Just we have not spoken to each other. As we both were in same club I thought of talking to you in this site. Nothing else than that. Is there any other reason for ruling me out of your friend list? And I wish, we would be friends if you don’t have any problem” I hit reply and waited for her reply. Thank god I was able to recall this information she had provided in her profile. Hope I managed the situation well. Let’s see from her reply.

In a few minutes I got a reply from her ”Oh nice to know that you remember these but sorry I don’t remember any. I hope we won’t be able to continue our friendship as I’m going to deactivate my orkut account. If I again join I would surely say you. See you.”

“Facebook is a new emerging site in which you can be without any troubles if you set your privacy according to your wish. And our club needs everyone to have an e-mail id and account in a social network. Hope you would join in Facebook, send me friend request and like our club. See you.”

“Yeah I am thinking of creating a profile there but yet I have not decided. If I join I will send you request.

Got to go catch you later. See you.”  She replied.

I wish we would be friends again. I felt a slight relief after sending few scraps and I would be serene if she sends me request in Facebook. I hope for the best to happen. I called Sara and apologized for that yell and she forgave instantly because of headache.